today's the CCA bazaar. i'm excited yet confused. there's so so many CCAs available. i want to join INNOfilm, piano ensemble, guzheng ensemble, squash, BIZ etc etc. but i have to make up my mind. i can't possibly sign up for so many CCAs. i'm now deciding on piano or guzheng ensemble. i'm more interested in piano but i want to get a grade for my guzheng. it's like i didn't achieve anything after learning for so many years. i find it a waste. how?