Quote from a storybook:
"I didn't realise how much I depended on these habits, on the routine, on not having to think or worry about how my family functioned. I didn't realise how much I liked or needed our traditions. I think sometimes you have to lose things to see them for what they really are. Which sounds stupid and obvious and clinched."

Well, it's true. That's just human nature. You won't see what's important till you lose it. So, I'll treasure whatever I have right now. I will be nice to those around me. I won't be greedy and ask for more. I'm satisfied. =)

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