I haven't been true to myself about my own feelings, but my body always react differently.
I tell myself I'm not nervous during the exam periods, but I get diarrhea whenever my exams are starting. I tell myself I'm not feeling upset and things don't really matter, but I get diarrhea too.
I guess my body understands how I feel more than I really do.

But why is it that I'm so bad at judging people's character?
Twice. I trusted them but both end up doing the same things to me. I've always thought you were different. Yes you are, in a really wrong way. I've been so stupid, thinking I could change your mind. Now I see why you're so insistent on whatever you've decided and why you're so sure you'll never regret your decision. You know what? I think you are right. We're both completely different people. I wouldn't even try to change your mind anymore.

Everything made me realise how important my friends are.
They've been really sweet, tolerating my many phone calls. I feel important in their lives more than I do in yours. I have friends who actually care enough to want to spend time with me and are willing to do anything for me.

Whatever you've done have really helped me stop having any lingering feelings.
I didn't know it could be so easy to forget everything. But right now, I think I can.