Friday, April 27, 2012

Tonight's supposed to be my rest day. After the 4 consecutive papers and all the late night sleeps because of revision and insomnia, I was really looking forward to the end of today. All I wanted was to recharge before I started on my revision for the paper on Monday. It was supposed to be a joyous occasion. For me, at least.


I went all the way to Millenia Walk after my paper to get Twelve Cupcakes for my family and I was intending to just relax in the karaoke room while the rest sing. Then come home to watch TV with my family as we try the cupcakes. I rushed home for dinner because I wanted to see Gong and Po. My parents booked the karaoke room from 8pm to 12pm and I wanted to get dinner done and be home by 8pm.


Why is it that you have the spoil everyone else's day just because you were in a foul mood? All I did was ask a simple question and explain why I have to have a quick dinner. You didn't have to make a fuss out of it. It's easy for you to cause a hooha and hide in your room after that, leaving everyone in a foul mood.


To the other you.
You don't even know what's going on so stop judging and making baseless criticisms. All you know is you're angry with us for something that has happened last year (which isn't our fault anyway). You're critical about everything we do because you have a biased judgement about us. What have you told us about understanding the other person's feelings and setting an example for the younger ones? Have you forgotten about it? Why don't you take a step back and look at yourself before preaching on others?


For a short while, I thought you were starting to be nice. I've contemplated talking to you, to make Gong and Po happy. But after what happened, I don't think it's even possible to look at you anymore. I've not regretted not talking to you. Look at yourself, picking on my parents for things they have not done and bringing up past records. Wasn't that what you said to not do? You said the right thing to do is to pick on the issue itself but you had the cheek to say oh I've sent your daughter an email 6 months ago to tell her why I'm unhappy with you guys. If you're unhappy with us, tell us. Don't write an email to one person and expect everyone else to get the message. Think about what you have been saying and doing. You criticise us indirectly, hoping that we'd get your message and not retaliate. Yes I got your message but no, sorry. I HAVE to say something about this.


You should respect my parents, especially my mum. You don't have the right to blame her for the unhappiness I've caused you. You brought the unhappiness upon yourself by nit picking every single small thing I say/do with your biased judgement. Sometimes, think about the person you're supporting. Do you really think everything she does is right? If you can support someone who is at fault and bring up past records to scold us, I am not sorry for everything I've said. I don't mind others saying I'm rude or whatsoever. I have to stand up for my parents because I don't think they deserve this.


Now I really see why I can't bring myself to talk to you. I don't think I'll ever consider talking to you again.

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